Hi all. I was trying to suppress my hormones with 4 pumps estrogel and Mirena. After a month, I was feeling perhaps more stable but I had put on some weight and didn’t feel noticeably different. My resting heart rate was stable for a full month which was really neat to see. I had in the back of my mind how my drs really didn’t want me using that much Estrogel. Boobs felt full and somewhat tender. I had intended to try it for 3 months, or at least two, but the 2 pumps twice a day and going through so much gel was getting to me. I was getting palpitations right after my evening application time. (I never had any breakthrough bleeding on this high dose.)
I dropped back to two pumps and my boobs feel better. Mood not great at times—I can really relate to CrispyChick with feelings of rage at times and irritable most of the time. I used to have the jittery box of frogs feeling but not lately. I felt low for a few days and then started spotting—makes sense as my dose was halved. Feeling mentally better after the spotting. Now I have palpitations at random times, including right after application time. I can’t say I felt better on a higher dose than a medium dose. Sleep was the same across the board but mercifully I don’t share the woes of insomnia. I think I feel the same overall, although my boobs feel better and down a few pounds on 2 pumps. Mental health has been my foremost concern and it’s a draw there, too. I feel lower right now, but on a high dose I was likelier to cry. I sure wish I could pinpoint what exactly causes the occasional rage because that’s got to stop. I wondered if it was the testosterone but I recall a scary outburst last summer when I wasn’t taking any. (I was taking a break from everything, actually then.) I’m hoping that the act of the decrease has caused the lower mood and I can ride this out. Shift work, Covid, lots of contributing factors.
I wonder if the palpitations are worth investigating. Definitely have them on a high dosage, no dosage, and in between. On occasion but tending to having them daily lately. Just because of fluctuations?