Ladybt28, your life sounds incredibly like mine when it comes to depression and hormones! I got kicked out of school at 15 because every now and then I would kick off with teachers/school, rebel in general and I now believe it was my hormones. I had terrible heavy painful periods and looking back I think I probably kicked off once a month for a few days and no one put 2 and 2 together. I ended up pregnant at 15 also and had a home tutor, them pregnant again at 19. Then came along the pituitary tumour and periods stopped for over 20 years. I went on cabergoline 5 years ago to shrink the tumour and start periods again as I was worried about osteoporosis and also knew I was never going to keep a man in my life as the excess prolactin made my libido zero. It was amazing at first, felt great, confident and attractive but it didn't last long. I'm back to square one but feel worse, lost weight and I was thin anyway, nausea, reflux, depression, mood swings, pain everywhere everyday. I think the docs blame fibromyalgia for too much now. But you are right, my whole life has been governed by my hormones not being right. I'll put myself up to 3 pumps a day I think.