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[Losingtheplot]

I am hopeful things will get better as for whatever reason I do feel alot calmer this afternoon.
I have actually enjoyed the food I have eaten today too, which I haven't done for weeks and weeks and have just been eating to give my body energy and not to feel worse than I already was.
I do think the appointment with Gp this morning as well as telling hubby how I am feeling has helped me.

I appreciate all the ladies on here that have taken the time to reply and offer words of support and shared their struggles too as this had also helped me, although I am sorry that other ladies are suffering too and wouldn't wish this on anyone.

I have set myself a goal to go to the gym tomorrow even if its for 30 mins - if I feel panicky I will try and work thru it but will see how I feel tomorrow.

I will then have my 2 dogs to walk later in afternoon so I have to go out then as I won't deprive them of a walk thats why I know this is not depression. When I have suffered depression in the past even walking to the toilet from my bed has been a huge effort! It really does totally and utterly rob you of any kind of joy and is just a v v dark black cloud looming over.
I may have started to overlap and get some depression symptoms mixed in with the anxiety as I know due to lack of hormones it is possible to suffer both.

The light at the end of tunnel is shining a little brighter so I do feel things are improving although slowly but that is the joy of how HRT and Ad's work just have to ride it out unfortunately.

[Losingtheplot]

I did ask my GP if my hormone levels could be checkd to see how low I was in Estrogen but she refused saying that as I was 50 years old my levels would.be low.
So its a guessing game to how much sandrena gel I use. There is so little support it infuriates me.
So I wait 3 months and see if things settle. If my anxiety is hormonal related and I am not getting sufficient Estrodial I need to rely on Ad's to help me. That makes perfect sense!.
I know many other ladies are in the same situation as me.
I am to keep the contraceptive implant in for 3 years and then for the last 2 years been advised I can go on the pill

As my sex life is non existent I may as well get the implant out, however I don't bleed when I have it and its a risk.

So confused 😕

[CLKD]

Sorry not to have been around today, the Forum has been so slow!

Hormone blood tests can be reliably un-reliable, specially for those on HRT.  How low is low though ?

I think that you need a referral to a dedicated menopause clinic to get correct advice, they can send a letter to your GP to explain what you might require.

How have U felt today?  Keep the implant for now!!!!  ;-)

[CrispyChick]

If you can afford it, both randox and medichecks do hormonal bloods.

If you use gel, you can use randox's tasso device to avoid finger contamination.

[Losingtheplot]

Sorry not to have been around today, the Forum has been so slow!

Hormone blood tests can be reliably un-reliable, specially for those on HRT.  How low is low though ?

I think that you need a referral to a dedicated menopause clinic to get correct advice, they can send a letter to your GP to explain what you might require.

How have U felt today?  Keep the implant for now!!!!  ;-)

Hi

That's ok 👍

I have seen a menopause specialist before so may suggest another referral.
I have felt very flat today but no bad thoughts like before. Still finding some things a struggle and didnt make it to the gym today.

[Losingtheplot]

If you can afford it, both randox and medichecks do hormonal bloods.

If you use gel, you can use randox's tasso device to avoid finger contamination.

Thank you. I might look into that.

I suppose hormones can fluctuate so maybe getting bloods done won't achieve much.

I do appreciate you taking the time to message and I am sorry you are going thru such a bad time in other ways to me.

[Losingtheplot]

If you can afford it, both randox and medichecks do hormonal bloods.

If you use gel, you can use randox's tasso device to avoid finger contamination.

Thank you for the information and taking the time to message.

I may look into this, however if I am peri my hormones will be fluctuating I guess. As you can tell I am v frustrated at the min.

I am sorry that you are also going thru a bad time too, I wouldn't act on my thoughts for my son and my families sake but just felt so at my wits end. I am.not feeling suicidal anymore just sad and frustrated.

[Minnie Mouse]

Hi Losing, I'm sorry things are so bad.
I've just been thinking how to help (from someone who has been in the hormonal depths & is slightly out the other side).
You mention childhood trauma (again ditto). I was previously very buttoned up about mine, but now would say that talking about it to a trained therapist can really help make sense of difficult thoughts.
It doesn't have to be CBT, there are many alternative approaches.

[Losingtheplot]

Hi Losing, I'm sorry things are so bad.
I've just been thinking how to help (from someone who has been in the hormonal depths & is slightly out the other side).
You mention childhood trauma (again ditto). I was previously very buttoned up about mine, but now would say that talking about it to a trained therapist can really help make sense of difficult thoughts.
It doesn't have to be CBT, there are many alternative approaches.

Hi Minniemouse

I think I have lived with the trauma for so long now that I only seem to be able to live a quality of life on Ad's.

I think work stresses have contributed alot this time round but the brain fog and lack of concentration has just spiralled things out of control.
It all has a knock on effect and I feel that the symptoms have crept up on me and led me to a dark place.

I don't cope well with stress and can get overwhelmed v easily.

I have another telephone assessment with Talking Therapies in 2 weeks. I may see what they can offer me.

If this is partly hormonal.though no amount of therapy will help as my brain is depleted of essential hormones?

I feel its a mixture of things to be honest as I find the dark nights difficult and am not a fan of this time of the year. That in top of heightened anxiety and hormonal imbalance = a mess.

Pleased you got thru you bad time and its reassuring that can happen.

[Minnie Mouse]

Yes, the hormonal imbalance knocks everything off kilter,
which makes it a vulnerable time full stop.
I've found that self-care across the board, hormones, therapy, good food, good bras!...all helps to deal with this really sh*t phase.
I also hate the dark nights, have really really struggled with that through peri-meno.
Daylight exposure crucial. Also finding sanctuary in podcasts, distraction. xx