Hi all I'm new here and, praying someone with knowledge can help me. I've been on HRT, the estrogen patch daily and 12 days of added progesterone as still have uterus, however it's become apparent as much as I benefit from the patches I'm intolerant to the progesterone, Utrogestan brand made me even worse, I cry continuously and literally feel suicidal, I was told off label to 'help this' to use the capsules vaginally but that caused ab overactive bladder and itching. I then started to pop the capsule (NOT a pessary) just inside my retum. I don't want to dare risk changing to another brand ie: the pessaries beginning with C, (forgot the name sorry 🤦🏼♀️) due to horrific experiences on other brands and suicial ideation. I'm getting mixed messages now, one minute I'm told, or read on reputable sites Gepretix CAPSULES CAN be used rectally and deliver progesterone TO uterus area better. Then I see conflicting advice that anything rectally needs to be a pessary only - why?.🤷🏼♀️ Going to my Doctors is useless, not one of them has a clue and I'm scared I'm doing the wrong thing and unsure how it dissolves into the body. Can anyone please advise im driving myself insane and getting distraught with worry and can't afford to go private?.