Is it that we are now on the scrap heap? Why did my employment not matter to the extent my GP wouldn't give me a sick line because my HRT side effects weren't known to her?
I don't work any more, it's a shame but I couldn't manage it any more. I was having to trial progestins to earn my right to HRT, I wasn't getting oestrogen until they'd found a progestin I could tolerate.
So what were these unknown side effects?
I was too exhausted to get out of bed, too depressed to see the point of living, all brought on like a switch flicked to "I wanna die" by provera, norethisterone and the rest of them.
I left work, I couldn't work at the same time as trying out the progestins and trying them out didn't merit a sick line. It made me the illest I've felt in my life. Twice I've had influenza and thought I was dying, this was the same.
Eventually I was allowed tibolone. It doesn't make me ill, but it doesn't entirely work either, I still have night sweats and need vagirux as well.
This is my 26th month on the gynae waiting list, our health trust doesn't currently have a gynacologist so we have to share with the neighbouring trust.
So while I understand why the wait is so long, I don't get why the GP can't be a tad more caring in the meanwhile.