Hi all! I am a new member to this forum. I am 52 and post menopausal. I have been post menopausal for over 2 years. Things started to get sever late last year. I have always had general anxiety but the anxiety I have now is a whole new level for me. I have awful thoughts like I am losing my mind and going crazy which scares me even more. I feel life has become so monotonous and that cause me more anxiety. I don't like myself much in fact there are days I wish I wasn't here. I am constantly a emotional mess. This has to be the worse I have ever felt in my life. I feel like I am affecting my husband because he has no drive either.
I have tried everything to calm my anxiety but nothing seems to stick. I tried to get back on an SSRI to help. I started with a half of a pill. I felt fine most of the day but by evening I was shaking having intrusive thoughts, nauseous, dry heaving, and couldn't sit still. My husband was trying to get me to lie down and let it pass but I just couldn't. I don't know how but I finally did lay down and fall asleep. That's when I decided to look into BHRT and thought this would help. I have been on it for about a month and though my symptoms aren't screaming like they were they are still there and causing me issues. I talked with my doctor and she said that it can take 2-3 months before I notice any improvement. Oh and the symptoms can get worse. Well apparently I am on the 3 month with worsening symptoms roller coaster.
Is this true that it can take that long for the body to adjust? I just want relief and to feel good again. I want to be able to go and do things. Please tell me there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
If you made it this far, thank you for reading. Any encouragement is greatly appreciated and desperately needed before I go off the deep end!!!