Thankyou Taz and Jaypo, I’m away on holiday right now, it has been lovely but the health situation has impacted my holiday, I can’t lie. I’ve often been short tempered and sulky and tearful…..husband very supportive but no amount of reassurance stops the “what if…..” from creeping in. I hesitate to say, as I’m a firm believer in preventative measures, but to do a bowel screening test, especially just before a long awaited holiday……well I’m not sure I’d do it again. I’ve had six weeks of worry, fear and anxiety, which if the colonoscopy turns out to be “clear” has certainly impacted on my general. I would have preferred my holiday in blissful ignorance. However if the outcome isn’t good then I’m glad I got tested early……….it’s a no win, or win win