Hi Sammiejane, I've noticed some of your posts here & there & get the impression you are really struggling. I'm so sorry - you are far too young to be without effective hormone replacement. I know in an ideal world none of us would have to go private & that sadly many can't afford the luxury of that approach, but as you've said you're near Bicester, if you haven't yet been to Newson Health in fairly nearby Stratford-on-Avon & can afford it, I think they may be a good choice to help you onto the right road. An initial private consultation in any specialty is usually far longer than the NHS can afford to provide (to the frustration of many wonderful NHS doctors), so for those of us with complex histories or who for whatever reason need time for comprehensive discussion, this can be both Godsend & huge relief. Their very helpful website lists costs etc & I rang & explained my situation beforehand, asking to be assigned to the most appropriate doctor & that worked out well for me. This will not solve the supply shortages we're all facing, but you should get sensible, sympathetic, specialist advice there.
Sorry for taking this thread off topic, ladies - just concerned for Sammiejane.