hi all
i feel like ive posted too much already today...but i have to say i understand this very well...
i hate empty nest syndrome...
my foster daughter moved out first, followed by my son (the youngest) who went to uni, and i thought I still have one left!!
and then she came running in all excited one night to tell me she was leaving home for 9 months to go on tour with a show!!
if i could do a jaw dropping smiliey here i would.....
i was completely shocked!
off she went - leaving me with miserable hubby who i promptly divorced.
three years on and i find that i not only miss my kids, but i miss my family home too ....
on the bright side i have a lovely new man, a lovely new home and rooms for my children to come and stay when they are in town...but i miss them sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.....its just well, painful isnt it?
when you see young mums out with their babies you feel a yearning for your children to be that size again.....in reality i wouldnt want the toddler stage again...but im sure the other empty nesters know what i mean?
one of mine is coming home on thursday to stay for a couple of days - im soooooooooo looking forward to seeing her - but already dreading her leaving again....
i have no idea how long this phase will last for me, little bit by little bit i think im getting used to it - xmas was lovely with all the kids here for two days....
but it was only two days.....
*sigh...
xxx