Hi Peacegirl
Thanks so much for your reply- I just couldn't bring myself to take it last night- like you, I felt totally out of it and think I even looked a bit wild about the eyes! Not a good look for work

If I wasn't working I might have been tempted by the alternates- I didn't start with provera last night as wanted a day to get the utro from my system and it's lifted a bit today, still a bit zonked out but not feeling like you said like I'd just taken sleeping tablet. So annoying as I could do with solid sleep more than anything but that's too high a price for me. Such a shame there's no lower dose.
My plan now is to do the provera tonight but am going to do 5mg and split tablet to see how I tolerate it- I'd had 5mg previously in premique continual tablets so hoping it'll suit. So my thinking is maybe this cycle keep it every night at 5mg continual no bleed and next cycle stop for 14 days and do 10mg at night for last 14. I've not done anything sequential as doc said he thought I was post meno as no period for year prior to HRT but had been in mini pill for ages which stopped my periods anyway so who knows??
It is bloody hellish switching, isn't it? Like all of us on here, I just want to feel normal but it's that long since I have I can't remember what me used to feel like.
I'm off for long break at end of July and wish I'd started the utrogestan then but in all honestly, I couldn't see my body adjusting having such an extreme reaction. I'll keep you posted on the provera.
You using gel- how's that going? Let me know how you get on with the 10 mg provera- let's be hopeful as it seems lots have good outcomes with it.
Fingers crossed xx SQ