Thank you all for giving me such good advice.
Over the years I have tried to talk to my GP who really has no idea. She just gives me what I ask for re HRT.
Trey, I had a 24 hour ECG and eco test 3 years ago all normal apart from the PcP's (missed beats) but they scare the hell out of me when I get them esp when in work. Also I know the wine doesn't help. I've just got up because I woke with the heart thumping and flipping!! I drank a bottle of wine early evening.
Is it the tension/anxiety that cause me to feel so bad or the symptoms ie woozy head, can't concentrate that cause the anxiety?? surly feeling so bad every day can't be good for us??
Oh by the way don't seem to suffer when not working. As soon as I go in work all the symptoms start with tension /anxiety and my mind is pre occupied with feeling like im going to callapse. I once delivered presentations, now if I stand up in front of people I struggle to speak.
I really need help, but due to past experience with medication, not sure that's the road to go down
Thanks again for your kind words
W