Hi Bette...so sorry to hear your news...
I had thought the other day I hadnt seen you around on here but some how this thread had passed me by :-( only found out when the "Bette" thread came up...
Its difficult when work starts dying up...I am self employed too and have seen a decline in work in the last 3 months,,,That in itself is worrying but also adds to the general meno down hill struggle to face up to our changeing roles in life...Sorry..I am rambling on but I mean well!
I think with last summer being so wet and now winter, a lot of us are feeling generally down (vit D deficient?) The sun is shining today and i am trying to drag myself out of my cant be bothered mood that has swamped me for a few weeks now. I would normally jump at the chance to go for a cycle...day off, sun shining, no commitments to prevent me but here I am sat in a chair with a lap top...
I am going to go and do it now....will check in later :-) hugs xx jax