I think this thread is getting a bit off subject

The fact is, whatever you think of HRT generally, we are all different and some of us need it - and need high doses of it. For LN to be castigated like this is just public lynching by the mob.
As someone currently on over 3x the max licensed dose (doing better than I have in the last 4 years), I now live in fear of my NHS GP refusing to prescribe what the Newson Clinic letter recommends - and then having to buy this privately. I would end up trying to get the max licensed dose from my GP (and the progesterone) and just topping up from Newson - but this would involve deceiving my GP somewhat as I'm not sure they would want me to be doing that or that they would continue to prescribe if they knew I was.
I don't think I could afford to buy my entire HRT prescription privately on this dosage. So that would be me f*cked. I've only just started to be able to sleep a reasonable amount and to get any deep sleep at all, on this dosage. I have no unscheduled bleeding, no sore boobs or high E symptoms - and when I stop my P each month for 5 days, it is a very light bleed. I will do bloods in a few weeks but, unless they are over 800pmol, I don't see a reason to reduce...
This is such a mess and it comes from under-funding women's health and a lack of research. We simply shouldn't be sitting here in 2024, going 'doh - is it safe to use this much estrogen? and how much progesterone do we need?'. The symptoms I'm experiencing are experienced by bazillions of women worldwide because I've found many online on Facebook and social media. Like me, they spend ages researching all kinds of other health conditions and getting sent from doctor to doctor - is it iron deficiency or restless leg? B12 deficiency? thyroid problems? low potassium? low calcium? low copper? is it hypnic jerks caused by some spinal issue? rheumatoid arthritis? FOR FOUR YEARS I have been bouncing around doctors with all this. For something which 50% of the population get... I now try to identify and rescue other women from this, so they stop going down rabbit holes of other conditions and trial some HRT. And this how it goes - women know more than doctors about it. Women tell other women and get there first. It's embarrassing for the medical profession. They should be ashamed (most of them) of their lack of knowledge. It is NOT okay. If they feel they are somehow losing control in response and there is some mass demand thing going on which is worrying them, the answer isn't to lynch LN - but to ask why it has reached this point...
SO - if they are going to be this behind, when the groundswell of women get with it and discover HRT and demand it - they had better be ready. They had better do the research. They had better have systems and protocols and guidelines which are not just hysterically conservative but which allow us to get all the benefits of it. Or there will be the absolute sh*t show mess and confusion which there currently is, society-wide, on a global scale....