I'm so sorry Ellie,
It's always so sad when we have to do these things.
It's the real bad part of owning a pet.
But eventually all your remember is the happy times, and when she made you smile.
She knows you did the right thing, not that that's going to make you feel any better.
Sending you

because I know exactly how you feel...
Take care babe.....
Jd xx