Hi Lisab,
Great job! Excellent progress, great for you!
The key is small steps at a time! Give yourself a praise for every single achievement. Sometimes it angers me that the others, including my husband, don't seem to understand how little steps mean soo much for us - for encouragement and appreciation mostly! Give yourself a pat on the back and celebrate!
When I was at my worst, two years ago, I couldn't go to the subway, couldn't take the kids out, couldn't go in large shops or malls, at one point I couldn't go to the local small grocery! It was trully awful and I was desperate and convinced it won't get better!
But slowly, with HRT, I began to do little ventures - small steps. First the local grocery. I would come back home and literaly say to myself out loud how proud I am that I did it! Then little by little everything else - malls, shops, entertainment for kids, etc. One of my biggest achievements was riding the subway again alone - after almost two years! Remember calling hubby to share how proud I am!
Next : last summer began driving our large SUV again, travelled alone on planes, but everytime, even now, I pause, say how grateful I am and congratulate myself. Sounds funny but I was in a really dark place and I will never forget it. This has made me grateful really for every small thing that I am able to do now!
I am sure you will get there! Just be patient with yourself , grateful for what you can do now snd don't push yourself to do more tgan you are ready for. The readiness will come!!
Milamam