I've just gone and done a stupid thing and googled symptoms of stomach cancer
I know I shouldn't have done it but..........
Now my anxiety is through the roof.
I am on my own at the moment and got myself so worked up that I thought I was going to be sick.
I'm wondering if this is my depression seeping through because of taking the lansoprazole but I've been off it now,3rd day,so I should be feeling better each day.
I just needed to get this off my chest as I feel so panicky.
I remember being like this when I had symptoms down below and almost convinced myself I had cervical cancer.
The scan showed nothing and I was so relieved.
I keep thinking that I've started something because,and I've never told anyone before,but I binge eat at least once a week in secret.
When I say binge eat I go crazy and stuff myself to the point that my stomach is soooooo full and uncomfortable.
I actually buy chocolate, cakes etc and hide them to have a binge. Afterwards I feel so guilty and hate myself.
This isn't something new. I did this when I lived with my mother and I think it might be a comfort thing in times of stress.
I'm worried, because of my binging I've done something to my stomach.
Oh heck! I'm in such a state
Any reassurance would be gratefully accepted.
Thank you ladies