Dierdre Thank you for your reply, this horrible anxiety makes you feel so alone so it’s nice to hear others experiences and the advice really helps.
This wave happened when I was out and I had to drive so I didn’t dare take the diazepam, when I got home I cried and initially felt better but it started again during the night and instead of getting up to take it I thought I could ride it out, and my anxiety was then so high I was panicking about taking the diazepam. And I didn’t want to wake my hubby up so just suffered with it.
Thank you I will take your advice and I like the idea of it being a security blanket, hubby did sit me down and say I know your anxiety was saying things like what will happen if I take diazepam, will I get side effects, just take it and lie down with some music on. And he was really quite stern about it to!
Going to see GP in few weeks soonest appointment I could get, to discuss upping Citalopram etc.