I'm glad you're going to see if you can get some meds to help you with anxiety, Clovie. It is normal to worry about our health, of course, and you are having a rough time. Our minds can be wonderful things but also a pair in the neck & once a thought is there, it can spiral. I remember as a teenager having PMT & it doesn't help, does it! I was so angry at my mum once I slammed the living room door so hard the architrave fell off!
Let us know how you get on.