Ok. I'm a very very complex case. So in a nutshell, my latest trials:
I am now deep in peri and cannot do nothing as I feel so ill I'd rather be dead. This, I believe is caused by severe peri fluctuations causing extreme central nervous system (CNS) dysfunction and immune responses.
So. The idea is shut down my system. Chemical menopause was tried last year. Far too brutal - caused the worst CNS reactions ever. As did the add back E. It was all far too much.
So. Recently tried 2x desogestral. I used to take desogestral and liked it enough. However, within 6 weeks this had supressed me almost as far as cm - my E level was 24 pmol. And, I knew I wouldnt tolerate a high dose of add back E. By this point I was suffering with lots of low E symptoms - achy joints, fatigue, low mood etc. I knew it well from cm.
So dropped down to 1.5 then one cerazette. I've now been on the normal one cerazette for 10 weeks. Unfortunately it triggered a cycle - which was hell. But I'm hoping it's now re supressing me to some degree. The bleed was 5 weeks ago.
Anyway, the upshot was, through all this, very little changed in terms of my low E symptoms. And, coupled with my CNS hell from all the changes and that breakthrough cycle - I couldn't continue like that.
So. Added in HRT. Started at 1/4 evorel conti patch. The idea was I'd comfortably add in E to double cerazette. But was too scared to go off piste and add it to one cerazette.
But here lies the conundrum. 3 weeks into that low HRT dose and I've been through hell. Not only my CNS carnage, but the additional E is triggering my histamine issues (MCAS) so it's not great. Not to mention I still feel so sore and achy from low E. So I know I need an increase.
But...I've had horrific mood swings since adding the HRT. I suspect it's the progestin in the conti patch.
Id like to increase one thing at a time. I'm on desogestral for goodness sake, surely a further 12.5mcg patch without added P will be ok? At least for the short term?
Because I'm using conti, I don't know what's causing what and because my situation is so complicated - I think I deserve to know what's what.
So I'd now like to increase E without any further P. I'll stick with
the original 1/4 conti though.
Is there anyone who would support this? I mean, I don't really want to have to pay £300 just to be told I can try it for a month, but I just don't see the NHS supporting me here.
Any views on any of this? Cannot see the wood for the trees.
Or do I just suck up the moods and continue increasing with conti?
I'm a mess. I'm in constant low E pain. My CNS and MCAS stuff is hell, my mood swings are awful. But you know?! I think my hormonal fluctuations are a bit less. So I no longer want to die.
Progress...
I just need a little help with my next move. X
P.s or can I just buy Evorel 25mcg patches - and where from?