I'm going back for my review appointment today. Three and a half months later it doesn't seem to have changed at all. The lump is still there and only hurts when touched, but it isn't reducing in size.
I'll ask if it will go away, but I already know the answer. I'll be told, "Sometimes they go away, sometimes they don't."
I'm just posting to update and say this appointment feels so different from the last one where I didn't know.
In January I was scared, now I'm not. I don't mind having a lump if it's harmless and it was caused by the pressure from the mammogram plates, so I won't be putting that breast back into the machine ever again. They can scan my left one at screening, but they won't get the chance to injure the right one again. It was always prone to mastitis when I was feeding and clearly is too vulnerable for their methods. I've had a connective tissue disorder from birth, at a few days old I was put in a cast to protect my legs, they didn't know if I would ever walk, I'm in receipt of PIP, yet the NHS don't make adjustments if your disease is unusual, it's not their speciality, they work off a list of named disorders, anything else is ignored, but I'm not going along with them causing me injury any more, I refuse.