This thread is about Louise Newson, not you or me, Joziel. I could write an essay about my perimenopause experience, but I think it wouldn’t be of much help, given that we’re all different, but I know how sharing and venting can be very helpful during this extremely stressful time.
I’m not questioning your treatment or your decisions. I’m discussing Louise Newson’s approach to treating patients with higher doses of oestrogen, and you are one of her patients on higher doses, because you are, according to her, a ‘poor absorber’ and also according to yourself and your blood tests results.
You have posted about your 12 pumps of gel plus a patch treatment a dozen or more times, sometimes encouraging other women to increase their oestrogen dose. Why is it alright to post about it but it’s not alright to discuss it?
Again, I’m not questioning your personal issues, all women in this forum have/had a lot of symptoms and each one has been struggling with something (health, marriage, children, work, ageing) that peri and menopause can negatively influence, so it’s quite pointless to dwell on them, bar for the sake of reassurance and support.
Good to know you are extremely happy to have found a clinic prepared to treat you with hormones instead of anti-depressants, although I don’t think they are mutually exclusive. Long may it continue.
’It’s not about serum estradiol levels. It’s about symptoms’
I agree. And yet you post a lot about serum estradiol levels and based on them you tweak your HRT regime, dosage and dose. I don’t know if you still discuss your treatment with Newson Health doctors, do you? Some women might be encouraged to do experiments with HRT without proper monitoring, but hey, we’re all adults, right? Live and let live/die.
‘Your care and concern about the application of alcohol and gel to women's skin is extremely moving, but please don't trouble yourself about it.’
I’m not troubling myself about it, this is a discussion forum, I’m discussing facts, not personal options or emotional responses to facts. It is troubling.
‘As for 'risk', the greater risk, for me, was death due to suicide. Marriage breakdown due to lack of sleep. Loss of income and then house as a result, because I can't work.’
I know what you mean, the same has happened to me. Although my suicidal ideation only happened after taking Utrogestan. Again, each personal experience is different. I can empathise, and if your current regime has controlled your symptoms, great, and if the benefits outweigh the risks (although they’re not entirely clear at this point, hence the discussion), great.
But why, oh why can’t I talk about it? You, Liz Earle, Louise Newson & Co can criticise the BMS, Paula Briggs, Heather Currie, and many other GPs and doctors using words like ‘gaslighting’, ‘scare mongering’, ‘witch-hunt’…
Quoting you, Joziel:
‘There is an absolute witch-hunt against Louise Newson going on behind the scenes - which extends to kicking her out the BMS. There are people in this thread saying 'but she has been kicked out the BMS' [shock horror] as if this is now proof that she is a dodgy doctor - rather than realising that the BMS would have us all dissing HRT and has been dragged screaming away from the WHI study, never really refuting it with any explicit statement to equal the intensity of their initial support of it. The BMS is ultra-conservative and relies on research which is outdated and incomplete (there will never be funded research of the sort which is needed because this is women's health and we are not talking about new drugs here, but cheap hormones). That doesn't make it any more 'right’.’
So you can criticise, but you can’t take criticism.
Quoting you again, Joziel:
‘Secondly, I can 100% guarantee that for every woman interviewed in that Panorama programme with some scary story about high doses of estrogen, they could, IF THEY'D WANTED, easily have found as many women - actually even more - who would have told stories of NEEDING those doses and not having symptom resolution on lower doses, besides having no side effects from this dosage. (Newson herself is just one such case. Me being another. Hundreds of thousands of other women all over social media who are her patients, being more.) The fact that they only interviewed women touting this one angle was incredibly one-sided and unfair and I really hope Newson has got her lawyers on this for sure. That is not neutral and unbiassed journalism, it's professional assassination and a take-down and slander - to present such a one-sided view.’
‘Professional assassination’, Liz Earle starts her video with ‘Forensic investigation’. FFS, are you really getting emotional balance from HRT and Newson’s Health app?
As for you, ladies, who are prompt to give your emotional support without discussing facts, all I can say is ‘sigh’.
I don’t post on MM any more because this forum is currently mainly about HRT, nothing against HRT, it’s just not the main subject of my menopause journey.
I wish you all good luck.