Hello,
Please please tell me I’m not going mad. 😭 I just need some kind words and a hug.
I’ve been taking Evorel patches at the guidance of the Newson clinic for over two years. I gradually worked up to 125 patches as my symptoms were stubborn, but at this level I’ve been feeling really great. Only a month or so ago, I remember thinking ‘I’ve cracked it, I feel fab!’.
Knowing 125 is a high-ish dose, I decided to try and come down to 100 and just settle at that level. No one told me to do that, I just thought I would try it, because I thought it would be ideal to sit within NHS guidelines if I could.
I was fine for 2 to 3 weeks, but just in the last three days I’ve hit the most ENORMOUS patch of anxiety and depression. It’s literally come out of nowhere. 😭😭 I can’t stop crying, my heart is racing with anxiety, I’m worrying about literally everything, my brain won’t stop catastrophising. Everything feels too much for me to cope with. I feel so sad and panicky. My life IS stressful, but there’s nothing really immediately terrifying to worry about. Not like this anyway.
Could this reaction be related to reducing the oestrogen?
I’m wondering if I just go back up to 125, as I can’t go on like this much longer.