Interesting. I have a postmeno Spanish friend who has just been prescribed Tibolone and Lenzetto spray (N B no progesterone although she has a womb) and she is very happy so far. Is this all you are taking?
Oh my, so women in Spain are allowed to add an oestrogen but it's not allowed for women in the UK? I imaging my womb has the same risks wherever I live so this is very reassuring as I've been taking a pump of oestrogel every second day because my hot flushes are coming back now it's been two weeks since I was supposed to go from three pumps to none overnight! I found that difficult.
How much Lenzetto is your friend prescribed, Ceebee?
I asked the gynae at the HRT clinic if I could have oestrogel or lenzetto with tibolone and it was an immediate and definite no.
She didn't explain, but she couldn't seem to explain anything that was going on.
Anyway, tibolone is great for my mood, 14 days now and I feel really light and contented, the absolute opposite of feeling suicidal by day 3 or 4 on a progestin.
I've been reading and
tibolone is a progestin according to wikipedia!!!So why can't it be used as a progestin as the friend of ceebee in Spain is doing?
Why do I get told I can't have any oestrogen at all, not a drop except vagifem, when my lining was checked as smooth and thin and never has had so much as a polyp? I think they are making it up as they go along again and lying about it all again.
I don't think I can ever trust my GP again. For 13 months she told me I couldn't be prescribed oestrogel by a GP, she directly lied and said she didn't know how my friend got it from her GP because it's not allowed to be prescribed without a specialist. She was adamant on several phonecalls that she couldn't prescribe it by law, then after the specialist told me any GP can prescribe it, my GP changed her story and said they can't be sure a woman will take the progestin if it's not a combined product, that was the real reason why I was refused it for 13 months, she told me.
I find the attitudes towards HRT shocking. They treat it like it's a very dangerous medicine that doesn't do any good because menopause is natural, go away and deal with it. But lying repeatedly about it will take me longer to forget. Why on earth didn't she tell me the truth? Why not explain the rules regarding progestins to me? She could have said it is necessary to prevent cancer or something similar and let me have the facts, so I can decide if I could take the progestin or not.
As it is, I got to try it in the end, but the fight has been knocked out of me. I've never had to fight so long and so hard for a medicine that will help without making me suicidal. It's like a switch in my head, progestins flick that switch and suddenly the realisation that life shouldn't be lived sinks into me and I start planning my ending.
It's happened so reliably I could almost set a clock by it. So now when the feeling comes on me I know it's the meds and I tell myself to hang in there until it's over. But the twelve days was never the end of it, I'd feel awful for another week or more, meaning most of my life was dominated by the progestin crushing my self worth into nothing.
I asked the GP if I could try tridestra because that only has the progestin part once in three months, she said no, that isn't enough progestin and she couldn't stand over that. I asked the HRT clinic the same question, they said no, I'd probably bleed in between times if I took that. I'm not sure why that prevented me from trying it, but as always it's their decision, not mine.
The HRT clinic were supposed to help me find something tolerable, they gave me oestrogel & utrogestan then discharged me without seeing if it worked or was tolerable. I tried utrogestan all three ROAs. After taking it orally I had the worst heartburn of my life, I nearly took myself to A&E thinking I was having a heart attack, it was agony. So I tried it vaginally and I got local irritation that drove me nuts with the itchy burning feeling, no amount of vagifem could calm that. So I tried it rectally, but that only lasted until I ran out of applicators, lol, they won't give a full box of applicators, you have to wash and reuse them, so that was rectally abandoned as well.
Even rectally it caused irritation and my mood was not good either but not quite suicidal most of the time.
Their method of finding a suitable progestin ought to be based on what I haven't tolerated so far, can't they work it out? There are dozens or perhaps hundreds of them and apparently I must try each and every one, see how suicidal I get, then report back and be told to repeat for 3 months to be sure I really feel suicidal before trying the next one. How very scientific of them (irony). It's unbelievably cruel and I bet no man would be asked to endure feeling suicidal on repeat like that.
Norethisterone wasn't as bad as MPA, is anything as bad as MPA? It imitates influenza so accurately my husband thought I was ill for real, I couldn't get up or go to work from the physical flooring it gave me. Cyclogest was bad too, but taken rectally it didn't have me bedridden, just suicidal by day three, by day five I stopped as it was getting so bad I was scared I'd do something to hurt myself. My GP gets quite cross with my non compliance, I was supposed to take it 12 days and only managed 5 before I was afraid it would make me kill myself. I was told that didn't even count as a trial! They have no appreciation of what it's like to try to live a normal life while being flung into the suicidal state every month, it's not as if I've nothing going on in my life, with progestins it's not a life.
I don't want to keep flicking on the suicide switch. Firstly it's horrible to live through, secondly I might actually kill myself if we repeat it enough times.
None of the doctors will take that seriously at all. I've been on prozac since I started menopause, anxiety was my first noticeable symptom. My GP was the worst at lying about what she gave me to take. Told me there was no progesterone in Evorel Conti, then when I reacted to it, I looked it up, found out she'd lied again, phoned her to say there is progesterone in this. She said it's bioidentical, so it's not possible for you to react to it. She was convinced, but completely wrong, it contains norethisterone and ironically tibolone is a derivative of norethisterone, but I can't use it as the progestin.
So I'm on tibolone and vagifem of a generic brand and I'm not supposed to use any of the oestrogel I have left over, but I'm having to line the bed with towels again and all my fans are back in use, I'm drenched every night otherwise and I get so cold getting up to pee when I'm in a wet nightie that I jump on my husband getting back in and shiver so violently that he wakes and holds me, but he says he's glad he can help warm me up again so I can keep doing it.
The most shocking part of all this HRT debacle is how completely unhelpful all the medics are. It's not a problem for them because menopause won't kill me, not quickly anyway, so they just want me to go, take my painful, sweaty, progestin intolerant body away and go deal with it by myself. Really that is the most consistent message - go away, it's not even an illness!
At least I'm allowed black cohosh and red clover, the GP said that. The former helps me, the latter did nothing.
I hope tibolone starts working better soon. It took a couple of months last time before I was happy with it and I told the gynae that tibolone had not one bad side effect in the eight months I took it except for having periods (which was the reason they stopped allowing me tibolone until I was scanned). It's been 9 months since then and I'm so relieved to feel normal again now I'm back on it.
When I was on oestrogel, I didn't feel that good, I was up and down a bit even before poisoning myself with progestins. I felt it needed something more, like tibolone, now I feel normal, but I need some more oestrogen too, if I'm ever going to stop sweating all night long.
I wonder is there a UK rule about not using tibolone as the progestin to take alongside lenzetto, or is that not true and I'm being lied to again?