Thanks all.
It’s been a physical and emotional rollercoaster since I got home, I have to say.
I can’t get my head round the unfairness of it all. I did my stint in 2009, when my kids were only 5 and 18 months! Did what I needed to do and cracked on with life.
Now they are teens and doing well and the b*****d cells have gone bad AGAIN!! Why?
The last thing I asked before I left the hospital, was “ am I going to die”? Well we all are, aren’t we!!
My plan is to recover from this op, whilst watching for key symptoms; make a list and seek advice re: each one. The appointment with the oncologist should detail a plan to tackle this latest revelation. I think it involves taking anti hormonal tablets. So, best to start them, whilst seeking advice on supplements.
Vagifem and Ovestin are to be continued; I will not surrender those!
It’s going to be the aches, palpitations, moods and probably anxiety, which will kick in properly soon.
Tummy feels very out of sorts, also on antibiotics x 3 daily, to zap potential infection ( temp spikes whilst in hospital).
Fluid will be drained soon I’m told.
Do I feel hard done by today? Hell, yes!!
Xx