Just needed to vent coz I'm so sick of this plugged feeling deep down in my right ear and continuing pain. My ear hurts if I put my finger in it...and there's the continuous high pitch tinitus....interspersed with pulsitile tinitus...
Im just sick of it now....it bothers me 24/7......and been going on for over 5 weeks.
I just knew it was not going to be straightforward. Nothing ever is with me due to my rubbish health. Nothing is ever as simple as taking the prescribed meds and it all getting better again. I knew it would not. I said as much.
The initial agony has disapated since using Otomize drops......now is a pain that's not agony but hurts none the less and feel really plugged. Not in the outer ear but deep down.
Nurse kindly came back to my home to inspect last Friday and said ear drum is red and suspected middle ear infection....he didn't quite know what to suggest.....I was on antibiotics 3 weeks ago for something else and they didn't help my ear....so he said maybe more wouldn't help.....I dint want to carry in with Otomize. Not entirely happy with them long term use.....
He said see how I get on and maybe it will get better but I don't think it will. I'm convinced its hormonal and due to the drying up....its no coincidence. But I just get the roll eyes look when I mention it is due to that. They just want to give more drops or antibiotics or a referal to ENT where I bet you anything, hormones will not be taken into consideration.......that's after probably months of waiting for an appointment. Can't afford private.
I'm so weary so sick of it. Having sore blocked ears really affects you.....I know there are worst things but it really does affect you.
I just haven't the stregth to get back intouch with the nurse or gp coz they just don't listen and it's that awful 8am race for an appointment....and I'm really worried this will not get better and I'll have this pain and plugged upness all the time now due to the drying up and hormone crap.
I've done all I can myself. Feel totally stuck. How does anyone treat problems going on behind an ear drum??! I can't remember what it's like to have normal feeling ears.
