Hi all
Since I moved I've been itching, it was mild at first. Then one night I found a bug crawling on me and was convinced it was a bed bug but when I checked in a specialist group I was told it was a weevil and harmless. That was weeks ago and seen nothing like that since.
But I'm feeling grossed out and still as if my skin is crawling a lot of the time. It does die down here and there and I think that perhaps I've solved things.
I spoke to 7 different pharmacists to request a scabies treatment, just to be on the safe side as sometimes when I itch I get a tiny white or light brown thing under my nail. All of them said I don't have any sores anywhere to suggest scabies and they were not comfortable to give me the treatment. One pharmacist told me she'd give it to me but stock nationwide is low. So that was probably the real story with all of them.
So no joy with the pharmacists I went to the doctor. She listened but checked my scalp (for a second) and said no sign of headlice, though she said my scalp looked sore 'probably from the scratching.' (I somehow get the feeling people are constantly resorting to a behavioral explanation for everything at the moment, I mean I was scratching because there's a problem and that's why I was there).
Anyway, no treatment from the doctor, just anti histamines which I won't take unless absolutely necessary as I've always reacted very badly to them (cold sores, unwell etc). Also the anti histamines have been prescribed for a reason, I don't normally have itching and I wouldn't normally have to take them, so it hasn't addressed the cause.
So the last couple of days leading up to my period I've been sleeping deeply and more itchy. And while I say that I don't think for a minute this is hormones because I am pulling stuff off me when I itch. I just think the point I'm at in my cycle is making it more acute.
I just feel pretty alone with it at the moment as the only significant others in my life are telling me that I'm stressed and after 6 weeks or so I'm a little fed up of not being believed. It's bad enough having the problem without people telling you it's all in your mind.
So the itching was awful yesterday, I had bought a tea tree shampoo and used it, and have a feeling it's, if anything, encouraged the problem.
So last night I smothered my head in conditioner and for the first time, relief from the itching (not gone, but feeling like I'm winning). I have itching on the body also and have smothered myself in a rose skin cleanser which is thick like a moisturiser, again there is considerable relief from the itching.
Can anyone help me think this through logically? It's not likely to be bed bugs because the only bug I saw, while similar, was actually a weevil with some very obvious differences. It's got to me some sort of lice hasn't it? Finding small little things on me, and on my clothes when I take them off at night, you know when you get 'pilling' lots of little balls of fabric forming, well there was lots of that, but to the extent that I don't think it was that and think perhaps I have lice.
Awful subject and I've no idea where I've caught them from because I haven't been around kids, I've only had one relative visit my property from miles away, who never visits and they were only here 5 minutes. So, then could it be in the property? But lice live on people and whatever this is is definitely interested in me, so ... What else might live in a property? Was it the new carpet I had fitted, but it looks so clean etc.
I'm going to shower off all the conditioner and body moisturiser in a bit and then cover myself in fresh moisturiser, I'm hoping it will smother whatever it is.
What would others do? I feel really alone with all this because going for help in the normal way hasn't resulted in any help