Hello everyone
I haven't been on for a while, had a difficult year so far

Pet loss is horrific...
I hope you are all doing ok and I was wondering if I could ask the collectives' advice or feedback on something please?
I am coming up to 52 and as far as I know, late perimenopausal. My GP has been a bit hit and miss with their support (I got told once I was chasing rainbows!) so trying to find my own way sometimes. After 3 years on sequential HRT my headaches (which were the main symptom for me) were starting to make a return so last autumn I consulted a private meno specialist, who advised going on to continuous. At the time it was oestrogel 4 pumps and Utrogestan daily. I felt so unwell with almost constant nausea and erratic bleeding that I gave up after about 6 weeks and went back to sequential. I also went back to Evorel 100 patches as the gel was such a faff.
I've been struggling along with this but about 3 months ago I asked the GP again if I could try something different like Provera to attempt continuous, as Utrogestan causes me such low, terrible mood and fatigue for the two weeks out of each month it was becoming unbearable. As a rule I also start my bleed before I even finish taking it. I can't take the Utrogestan vaginally as it causes me real irritation on the way back down

The GP talked me out of Provera, saying it was an "older version" of progesterone, and suggested daily Utrogestan again but based on my previous attempt I was not keen. I told them then that the best HRT I had ever been on was Femoston 2/10, but I had to stop that because I needed to increase the oestrogen amount.
Another month has passed by with yet more headaches and nausea and so I approached again. This time, they suggested Femoston Conti plus an extra oestrogen patch, but that the additional patch would need to be cleared by their specialist contact at the hospital. Unfortunately, due to a miscommunication on their part, 4 weeks on we are still waiting for their response, and I'm still feeling rubbish, I've come to the end of the progesterone phase again so it means another month at least feeling the same as my GP is now on holiday.
I am sorely tempted to try the Utrogestan continuously, but it would mean changing again if I don't get on with it or they give the Femoston the green light. They might not even do that! The other thing is that before I needed an increase, I felt great on the conti part of the Evorel patches, does this just mean I get on better with synthetic progesterone? Part of me thinks I wouldn't feel any worse; my hair is dropping like crazy and despite me asking, they've not even suggested a blood test for my thyroid or iron levels.
I apologise for sounding really negative but just wondered what others would do in this situation...