HI all
I'm new here, hello!

I started HRT last November when I'd just turned 46 as I was symptomatic (sleep disturbance, anxiety, itchy scalp etc.), though my periods were regular.
My GP started me on Oestrogel and Utrogestan, I was taking 1 x pump and 200 mg Utro which seemed to work fine apart from one insomnia blip for a week or so.
Last month Utro had run out everywhere and I couldn't get any. A few days after my normal date of taking it, I started to experience insomnia and extreme anxiety which I put down to progesterone withdrawal. I got hold of some emergency supplies of Utro and took it around 10 days later than I normally would in the month, and a week or so before my normal period time; this made my symptoms much worse and after 6 days I stopped. My symptoms eased around 5 to 7 days after stopping and I had a blissful week and a half of sleep and calm, then this month when I have re started the Utro the symptoms have come back; awake all night, high anxiety and also this time extreme anger and very low mood, having to use sleeping pill to get through if I have a busy work day. I can't go on like this as I'm a sole parent and it's affecting my son's life as well as my own so I'm considering coming off HRT. I don't want to use the coil or synthetic progestens. I tried upping my Oestrogel dose to 2 x pumps but that made me feel worse and I broke out in eczema all over my face so I went back down to 1.
I wonder if this might settle if I persevere (I'm now on day 8 and still zero sleep) if I should reduce the dose to 100 for the remaining 5 days, or if I should try 100 vaginally (I've only taken orally so far)? Any advice appreciated as I'm at my wits end!
thanks
Lucy