Hi peeps
It's been a while, I've had a few things to grapple with, but getting there now and will chat about it all soon.
Meanwhile, had a lot of stress in the last week and been busy all day and everyday and into the nights. Today a very needy friend was talking to me over the phone and I started to say something and my mind just went blank. But it was more than blank. I can't even really describe what happened, that's what worries me. A good 6 or 7 seconds happened before I said 'sorry, my head is funny,' and that's all I could say. He was quiet I think he knew it was a bit strange (he's never quiet).
Now I'm worried about stroke. Since I've been on too high a dose of oestrogen I've had very odd symptoms, headaches, I had a headache just before this happened.
When I'm on the combined patches I feel a lot better and I've just started the combined again last thursday. I'm on evorel sequi. I need to get a blood test but I was ill and didn't make the last test.
I saw a relative develop a rare form of dementia. Pretty scared to be honest. I don't know if this is anxiety talking or what. I've also got the postural hypotension back, but again it should leave soon now I'm back on combined for a while.
I just hope other's tell me they've had this and been told it's not a TIA
I know I can't have medical advice, but if these things can be part of menopause and not be serious it would offer some reassurance, but of course I will check it out with the doctor. I just felt I couldn't summon the words, but I was talking to someone who doesn't listen, jumps in all the time and I know that played a part. Could I have asked for help in that moment? Yes. I could have spoken and done basic stuff, but I couldn't assemble all the words I needed to convince my friend about something he was worried about. It was more about I didn't know which words to choose or how to say it.
And writing about this is making me anxious and then I'm getting a shivering feeling in my legs. I've had this before, only since the pandemic, usually followed by a chest infection. But the legs might be the hrt, since I started that just before the lockdown started as well.
My doctor's surgery is not good at all. I need a doctor who will listen to my anxieties first.
Sorry everyone, not a good day.