Hi
I started HRT back in June last year and decided to stop it early January as I just couldn’t take the anxiety, l loss my confidence, even driving became a major issue, and my body hangs ups were magnified as I gained weight.
The final straw was when I spoke to my son who’s at university as he did an exam and felt he didn’t do well, after the call I got it into my head he was going to do something stupid and had what I can only describe as a panic attack (something I have never experienced before, may thoughts were dark and no positive thoughts could counteract them.
Once I stopped HRT, I felt so much better, but I will say I do need a kind of boost with my moods as although the anxiety has stopped and I’m not anxious anymore, I don’t feel great.
At first i felt great.
I spoke with my menopause clinic and they said to try progesterone vaginally and take 100mg 14 days on 14 days off and go back to 2 pumps of oestrogen.
As I am peri menopausal I don’t know if I need 2 pumps and wonder if this didn’t help either.
I have not started HRT again and to be honest those dark thought have frightened me, and I don’t want to go back to them.
Best wishes
Peanut31