Oh no jorainbow, I'm so sorry to hear this! And when going on holiday too! I hope the bath helps. My current symptoms are severe fatigue and breast and liver pain and a disgusting taste in my mouth, I'm not sure how much is the shock and how much the coil. To be honest and I'm not you and understand the concern taking more hormones and the need for the body to process them but I would consider the estrogen, it might help with mood, I would at least have the estrogen with you as an option, sending you the best and hoping we both can look back on this from a better vantage point soon! Xx