Oh dear, am such a tech idiot I think I messed up sending my message....
I have been on estradot 50 for a few months now and feels so good. My sore boob s have gone, mood swings so much better, because they were unbelievably awful, truly horrific. The mirena coil has settled down, so have finally stopped bleeding and the pmt horrors have ceased. Came off anti depressants, and whilst anxiety can still be a bit iffy, after 2 years of the worst time of my life, physically and emotionally \ mentally, I am feeling stable and more me at long long last.
However, my gp can no longer get estradot due to supply issues... And my anxiety is already rising at the thought of going back to a very scary place where my body may need to adapt to a new hrt regime, and all the huge swings that comes with this... It did with me from the change from everol to my trusted massage estradot.
Add in the fact my mum died last week and I am worried my anxiety will spiral again, along with going back to the symptoms of starting another hrt regime. Am not sure how I can go through that again. Never felt so low ever, too much going on in mind and body, hormones were all over the place and affected me so badly.
Has anyone else been almost forced to alter their regime recently? To what and how did you get on? Should I try gel? I have a hernia so pills are out for me.
Please ladies, your valued and trusted advice please
I wish you all well
Sarah
