hello all
I've been mostly stable for a couple of years, on 200mcg estradot, 200mg utrogestan 12-14 days a month, testogel and 50mg of sertraline. I don't like some of the sertraline effects -- emotional blunting, no sex drive, awful dreams -- but they are prices I will pay for not waking up in total dread every morning.
5 weeks ago I was told I had to switch to continuous progesterone as I've been on HRT for 6 years. No problem, I said. I'm sick of having "periods" at the age of 53 anyway, and although I have always reacted badly each time I've started taking the progesterone (deep depression), it only lasts a couple of days and then I would adjust. My logic was that continuous would presumably only involve that initial shock to the body, but then I would settle and and I'd be OK on it.
Ha ha HA.
I'm currently bleeding for the third time in 5 weeks. That is, several day-long episodes of bleeding. My right ovary throbs now and then (forgot to mention, I have grade 4 endometriosis). My mood is low and awful. Every day I wake up bleak and every day is a fight to get through. As for being productive, forget it. I don't know if my mood is because I'm so sick of having to constantly experiment with HRT, and here I go again, and I feel completely powerless. Or whether it's the progesterone. Or whether it's both. All I know is I'm really struggling, yet again.
I saw my GP yesterday who was lovely, but had no clue why I am bleeding so much. I went on the menopause support forum on FB, and was told firmly that I am on double the licenced dose of estrogen and also almost certainly not on enough progesterone. I mentioned this to my GP and she was fine with the estrogen dose btw.
So if you don't mind, can you let me know how your transitions to conti went/are going? Will it settle down? Will I ever stop bleeding?
And for the science minded, can anyone explain this: my scheduled bleeds with sequi were caused by me stopping progesterone, right? I stopped after 12 days or so, 2 days later got a bleed. So why am I bleeding when the progesterone is continuous? What is the physiological process?