Dear all,
I'm 57 years young and have suffered from physical symptoms of anxiety since becoming menopausal (although endometrial ablation has fuzzed exactly when this happened). Treated with antidepressants very successfully until the citalopram (and subsequent ssri tablets tried) suddenly began giving me total body sweats. Three showers a day and four changes of clothing. Mirtazapine was also then tried. Excellent until it reduced my pulse rate to 37 beats per minute. Of course, this knocked out the possibility of beta blockers too.
So I was withdrawn off the Mirtazapine and my lovely lady GP put me on Oestragel (1pump a day) and utrogestan 100mg a day orally. For three weeks I was really well. Then, just as it had during my two pregnancies, at three weeks the increased anxiety, crying and some depression hit me like a brick.
Back to my GP. She increased my oestragel to two pumps a day and is looking into my taking the utrogestan vaginally. I speak to her again on Thursday.
I have to admit to not taking my utrogestan for the last two days to see if it would help.
And, the morning is hell, the gel apply cation relieves my depression for about an hour, then it's back to crying on the sofa.
Do any of you have any advice or stories to help? I'm really not feeling at all well. I'm widowed, my children are far away or going through their own issues and my parents are frail. Thank you, ladies