Hi.
I’m thinking your HRT needs tweaking honey.
I was the same as you, normally a kind, loving, bubbly person, that got turned into the worst witch ever.
Argumentative, mood swings, negative about everything, anxiety through the roof. Ect…
Wasn’t until my hrt kicked in, which tbh, took a while, that everything settled down.
Every time I think about coming off the hrt, I remember what a terrible witch I was, and that brings me back down to earth. I couldn’t go through all that again. Neither could my OH. ☹️
I started off low dose hrt, (0.5) and when symptoms returned, I upped the dose. I’m on tablet form. I’m now settled on 2mg. Keeps me stable. ( sound like a lunatic 😆) but yeah, I suppose menopause made me into one. 🤷🏼♀️
One dose doesn’t suite all, so maybe yours needs upping too. 🤷🏼♀️ It’s all trial and error.
Good luck, don’t be so hard on yourself, and maybe try a higher dose. You will get through this. …jd xx