Hiya ladies...
I'm still here and still struggling with all this

I really really need some advice. I'm currently 45yrs old.
I'm peri and have been for 7 yrs now. I have terrible symptoms that have a huge impact upon my life and my families life and have tried various HRT combo's but to no avail. I'm under an NHS menopause consultant, was advised Marina coil, which sent me severely depressed and therefore I took it out. No other options have been offered to me since I removed the coil.
After what felt like a breakdown in January, I booked a private appointment with Newson Health. I was placed on a totally different HRT regime which included -
Oestrogel 4 pumps daily
Estrogen tablet in vagina for VA - 3 times a week
Testosterone daily
Ultrogeston 200mg for 12 days out of the month.
It has been 6 months and I still feel terrible. I was told to increase my oestrogel when I feel more symptomatic, which I have but this hasn't done anything. I went up to 6 pumps a day... I was not advised how many pumps I should increase by? Is this enough or do I just keep increasing until I hopefully feel better?? Anyone know the limit?
I am sensitive to progesterone and my symptoms follow my period. I have one 'normal' week a month when I can actually function but as soon as I take my progesterone I feel physically ill, like I have a virus? I feel exhausted, my joints ache, I feel bunged up like I'm experiencing an allergy, I get acne, my moods swings are horrendous (I could kill), I get anxiety, I sweat more under my armpits, I cry ALLLLLL the time, I can't think straight, I barely function. I'm like a zombie. Existing but not living.
I would say I feel these symptoms for about 20-25 days out of every month and it's always when I take progesterone, leading up to and during my period. I take Ultrogeston vaginally as it is supposed to be less symptomatic but that doesn't help. I always react the same to progesterone no matter how I take it. I've highlighted this to every medical professional I have talked to.
My question is how do other ladies cope with progesterone intolerance?? I've decided I'm not going to take my progesterone anymore - I can't face feeling this dreadful all the time and will be contacting my GP to inform them.
I just don't know what to do next or who to turn to for help?
The NHS haven't been able to help in the last 7 yrs, my menopause specialist hasn't been able to help and I'm reluctant (and not in a position to sustain) keep spending £300+ every time I talk to Newson Health.
I feel like I am losing this battle and will never feel like my old self again. If anyone can tell me how they manage their progesterone intolerance I would be forever grateful xxxxx