Thanks ladies,
Don't feel too bad now..it is first thing in the morning which seems to be worst.
I don't know what it is, but I seem to be constantly evaluating life at present. Thinking of things I should have done/shouldn't have done etc and it's not a very productive way of using ones brain really!
I am on the 75 patch, but yesterday, I added a sachet of gel. By the afternoon, I was feeling quite energised and mood was good.
I have done the same today (1 sachet to the patch)
I know when the hormones are on the blink because I get awful driving anxiety. That is, when I can barely drive my car properly. Yesterday that was bubbling. I was dreading today, as I knew I had to collect my daugther and her friend and drive them both to the train station. All the roads are bendy and fast and I hate them with a passion. However, somehow,I drove with relative ease. Really I can't go back to that level of anxiety again. So, new regime for now, is patch plus gel (until stash of gel runs out and then will have to seek specialists input again).
I will experiment with the progesterone joziel, thanks.. maybe it will calm the system down during the night?
I am glad you are sleeping; if you are getting a decent sleep, everything else (I think) is a bit more manageable?
Kathleeen, I think joziel is right, We attribute so much to hormones, but how much is actually down to life itself? It can be hard to separate the two. As you say, you feel the same on 1mg, as you did on 3 mg of gel, so it can't be a hormonal imbalance causing these symptoms? When you say you are tearful, do you mean that you cry at sad news reports, or situations? Or, do you tear up for no apparant reason? I know when I watched a news report last week, about the lad who was brutally killed by his mothers partner, I was inconsolable and then very angry. Couldn't sleep and was so angry wtih social services etc. Maybe as we age, our emotions become heightened and we become quite sensitive?
Pippa, best of luck with the lenzetto. I personally found it to be a very weak product, BUT if you can get the dose right for you, you may just start to feel better again? Were you on the gel prior to lenzetto?
lillith, what regime are you on now? Is it 125 patches? Are you peri or post? I have some of the serenity oestrogen and progesterone cream which my mum bought me last year. I have never used it, but I always think that as this time of life, when faced with these challenges, that anything is worth a go. You never know, it may be what you need right now. Serenity talk about oestrogen dominance and the need to ditch it altogether and use progesterone only. I am not sure of their rationale and still think that if we are anyway deficient in the three major hormones, then we are going to feel out of sorts.
I hope we all have an okay day today.
One day, it would be great to not have to think about hormones, weeing, insomnia, anxiety etc etc.
I am sooo jealous of my 17 year old daughter, who sleeps and sleeps with no anxiety!
