Thanks so much. It’s ok, we are much more fortunate than lots of people who lost everything because of covid policy. My husband got a job straight away and we moved to a much cheaper area, we were in London. So I just try and focus on the positive. The move 4 hours away during lockdown with no car was a bit stressful! Esp as we rent. Just not working and trying to finance this gets me down, I don’t like to depend on someone else to pay for medication & everything else, you know? It sucks. I liked being independent and capable and menopause turned me into a dependant.