Crispy thanks so much, I have also been trying to remind myself that not so long ago I was saying things were much better. But the last few days have been SO bad that I just can't go through this every month - I've had to take another week off work. The cramps I've been getting at the same time as it happens really makes me think that my own hormones are still going on in the background, though I am also very aware of the desire to want to find a reason and fix it. And I am sure there is also a psychological element to it now that it's become A Thing.
The Google rabbit hole is so accurate and I hate doing it this way, but it is purely because I've felt like GPs have been no help whatsoever.
Funnily enough I have thought about you over the last couple of days and whether I should join the Microgynon rage crew

I chose Zoely specifically because of the natural Estrogen and therefore the lack of side effects, but I had no idea it wasn't as potent as the synthetic Estrogen and what that might mean. I have managed to get an appointment with a GP later this afternoon who specialises in female health and I'll ask her advice on which to switch to but I agree that I'm definitely going to go for something along the Microgynon lines.
How have you been feeling the last few days? Is there a reason that you chose a Pill with one of the second generation Progestins rather than newer ones? Or did you just go for it as you've been on it before? xx
Thanks Alice also for your help, I wouldn't have had a clue about the potency without it!