Hi
Just wanted to update this, as I had my Endoscopy this morning, and it all came back normal! Of course I am relieved and happy. The consultant did say he would do a follow up appointment to discuss, but said he didn't see anything of concern. He took a biopsy , to check for bacterial stuff, but I suppose the appointment is to discuss some non-sinister explanations for my symptoms.
Well, that's what I hope anyway. Today is just a day to be relieved that I do not have a stomach tumour. In fact, when he first started going in, I'm sure I heard him utter the word "pristine"
So, I know that constant reassurance is not the cure for HA, but I have a list of things that help me keep some perspective:
1 CT scan clear
2 Pelvic US clear
3 Blood tests all normal
4 Endoscopy normal
5 Cardio tests (before Christmas) all good
6 Colonoscopy (last April) normal
Every time I get pain, I recite them to myself.
Thank you all ladies for being there, I don't know if I'd got through this far without you. I have my third hypnotherapy session this afternoon, and I'm going to work hard on my mental health, to try to reclaim my life (I have a long way to go, I know). And I hope all of my results after such horrible symptoms give other who are worried a reason to stay positive.
With much affection
Jeepers xx