You can vent on here booroo,I joined this site over a year ago now,with dreadful health anxiety and depression,the ladies on here helped me immensely,just to know you're not alone can be enough,my daughter has crohns/colitis and I was diagnosed with IBS over 25 years ago, I also had the lump in throat,which can just appear but it is probably anxiety,had it checked out with a barium meal and nothing there,then mysteriously the lump went,funny that🙄 keep posting and you will find the help here,much love