OH Tc
So sorry to hear that you have been feeling so down. I hope you are feeling a little bit stronger today.
I know what you mean about hiding things from family and friends. But on here you can say anything and we will all be here for you.
There is a song by Norah Jones called "Wake Me Up" and the line "If it were any other day
This wouldn't get the best of me". Be kind to yourself, and when you start to feel stronger, you will fight back, I am sure of it.
Have a peaceful day TC
Love to you
JeepersXX