yes I do but recently ran out...might be the reason for the additional digestion issues.
Thank you. Just...thank you. I don't really know what else to say...just nice not feeling so alone right now.
So I'll be starting back on the birth control pill....probably this weekend. I don't really want to but I guess I have no choice at this point. I have something growing on my ovary that is spreading (seriously just think it is the endometriosis) and more and more cysts as my body isn't ovulating now. My periods are starting to get very irregular but my levels aren't showing enough for them to really do much else. I'm very anxious about the idea of a blood clot still even though I have no reason to worry about it and should honestly probably be more concerned with how fast the endo is coming back. I have felt worse being off the pill the last few months as far as heart palps, frequent crying, more exhausted (but sleeping better
), even more aches and pains, muscle spasms and everything else. So I guess at least the hormones the pill was giving me was helping...but I have so much anxiety just thinking about getting back on the pill. I need to relax though.....I had a much MUCH higher chance of having a blood clot during and after pregnancy than I do on the pill...so need to chill. Relax.....Relax...RELAX
I did have my first period in decades without a migraine though. I had some headaches but not my usual migraine. Maybe just a fluke. On the pill I had about a 1-2 day migraine...before getting on it I had 4+ day long ones (plus about 2 additional weeks of migraines as well) so it was better and I always knew exactly what day it would start so could prepare. Just was really hoping to fix my body instead of just slap a band-aid on it that'll just sort of fix the issue right now.
So hopefully with my new eating habits (going to be cutting out dairy here soon now....
bye bye cheese) and relaxation techniques...I'll feel better than when things all started and maybe be brave enough to attempt a more natural approach to this hormone mess in a few months after it's been determined that the pill helps with ovarian growths, etc. Stupid hormone fluctuations. I know what's wrong....I do. But I don't have the energy, finances or anything left in me to keep trying to find a doctor that'll help me. I'm too broken right now.