Go for it Pixielilac.
I was thinking about this yesterday. There are several hundred women here, active or semi-active on the forum. And probably a few thousand overall. We are only here for 2 things. Support and because we have a problem with something.
Yet out there in the UK there are many thousands of women happily taking HRT every day with no issues. We see the issues here so it can seem like it's all issues and problems. But it's not.
I was scared to death of Utrogestan. I did take it orally a couple of years ago. I was in a pretty bad state back then and I had just increased my patch to 75, which was too high for me but I didn't realise. I took Utrogestan for 3 days and had some horrible side effects. I gave up immediately. I should probably have kept going. Anyway, I lived in fear of the preparation for the next two years.
Earlier this summer I needed to try it again. So I asked my doctor if I could take it vaginally and every other day (I am in menopause and want a continuous treatment). She was happy with that. I use 2 pumps of Estrogel with it at the moment. Anyway, I really like the progesterone administered this way. No side effects. I thought I might be getting side effects from it a couple of weeks ago, but it turned out to be oestrogen that was too low. After 2 months on the regime I am currently getting a bleed. That's fine, I know it needs to settle down and I had a private scan before I started so I know everything is fine in there. I actually want to start using the Utrogestan every night now. I seem to look forward to it and miss it the day I don't have it, so it seems right to move up to daily. I expect I need to increase my gel to 3 pumps a day though, so I'm checking in with the doctor tomorrow to find out before I increase the progesterone.
In the past I've used the Estraderm patches. They were nice, but I found them a bit too powerful at the time for me. You have a good prescription there. I know what you mean about dithering over whether you should or you shouldn't. My prediction is that once you have that patch on for 24 hours you will have no problem making decisions.
Good luck.