Okay you've all made me chuckle with the ironing saga ;-)
I'm okay today, just the complete nothingness now which, to be honest, is a relief from all the terrible thoughts.
I do truly appreciate everyone's kindness, as I'm not one to talk about my mental health , even manage to hide it from husband. He just thinks I've morphed into a miserable cow!
And if you are awake in the night please do something more fun than ironing x