Sounds like you have had a rough time recently. I'm not surprised you health anxiety! It probably feels like one thing after another. I can't advise on the VA but the other ladies have given you loads of great advice above. Regarding your reversal op, I really hope that goes well. My dad had similar, a bag and then a reversal and it was very successful. Needed to take on board lots of post op diet changes. Can recommend lots of diet tips for that. Thinking of you during what I suspect is a long, sleepless night. Hope you get some relief using the tips above xx