Hi Yammy, I really empathise with your descriptions of morning anxiety, it's awful and I've not had success with drugs, but I do know that what really helps for me is to have a really really good cry. Sounds a bit extreme I know, but every morning at the moment I take myself out for a walk and cry my eyes out, and somehow the anxiety dissipates. I know it doesn't sound great, and also that not everyone can do that, but I'm finding that a feature of my mood at the moment is that my emotions are very close to the surface, and the only way to release them is to cry.