I have just come back from the doctor as I have been feeling low for 2 weeks now.  History of depression some 16 years ago, which I'm afraid of coming back.  All the symptoms, no concentration, low mood, EXTREMELY emotional, anxious, no motivation, angry, feeling out of control and irrational. She's prescribed Citalopram 10mg, but the possible side effects are worrying me and then I worry that I'm imagining my symptoms being worse than they are and I should just wait and see if they go, they are all part of the peri-menopause etc etc. 
I am in such a quandary as to whether I should start taking them or not.  I do need to stop feeling like this though - just don't want to rely on ADs - I don't want to be on them for the rest of my life.  I also don't want to take HRT though.   

Everybody on here is so helpful - it's a great forum  
