Hi Hurdity, and Tempest
Thanks for your concerns and for raising them I realise that my post was a little hasty and missed a couple of things out so I'll be clearer.
I went to see Dr Toledano at Marion Gluck, I agree about MG it's not her I wanted to see. Dr Toledano has just left and set up on her own. She's a doctor, surgeon and endocrinologist who worked in the NHS for years before going on her own.
I paid because I could no longer get anywhere, this is what happened:
Four years ago I was so tired I slept and slept. Diagnosed with huge fibroids, had a TAH but kept ovaries three years ago last week. I did start to ovulate again, for over a year I'd say but in the op I'd lost half my blood volume and took a good year to recover. At the beginning of last year I saw the GP who did my FSH levels, which according to NICE wasn't needed as she should have assumed meno and prescribed oestrogen, especially as I was nearly 50 too, but she wouldn't do it. I dragged myself through last year up until I could no longer cope and was off work (self employed only earner) for six weeks. I'm lucky to have such a brilliant assistant who could keep things afloat while I was nailed to the sofa.
Finally the GP did another FSH test which showed I was in menopause. Prescribed Evorel 25 which was fantastic - hot flushes subsided, insomnia eased a little, so went up to Evoral 50 but I put a stone on in three months! Come this January I continued to drag myself about the place suffering from what I call my menopausal half life. At least three afternoons a week having long sleeps, brain fog, not memory, insomnia still, unable to lose weight, no energy whatsoever. And I no longer socialised, I was becoming very isolated. I had started therapy with some CBT involved too in November and still carry this on, it's helped me greatly to come to terms with the meno and a few other things. That costs £30 a week and that's thanks to my lovely therapist taking me on as a low cost client. She also worked in the NHS for years and knows my story all too well. I don't live in London by the way, on the Sussex coast.
I went to see GP again, another one, who took my testosterone levels which came out at 0.7 - in the normal range - and refused to prescribe any testosterone due to the risk of heart disease even though the risks are tiny, and I was begging for it. No progesterone either. So I decided to tackle it with food. Found a great nutritionist who really helped me. I got off sugar, wheat for a while, and now eat far better than I did. I don't drink alcohol but considering what a sugar head I was I cannot believe that in four months all I managed to lose was 9lbs! However my depression practically left me, my overall mood improved but still I was left with the extreme fatigue, no energy, brain fog and a total inability to get any decent work done. I will not be in a position to retire probably ever but certainly not for the foreseeable couple of decades. After two more GP visits and absolute refusal someone recommended Dr Toledano, I should stress again not Marion Gluck.
I've lost so much income I felt I had no choice. I haven't heard great things about Prof Stubbs to be honest but equally I hadn't researched others much as I liked the look of Dr Toledano. I agree, it's appalling to have to pay so much to get what you need but I didn't have the energy to fight any more, or research anything.
My results were:
17-Beta OESTRADIOL 357
Ref Range:( Follicular 98 - 571 )
Ref Range:( Mid-cycle 177 - 1153)
Ref Range:( Luteal 122 - 1094)
Ref Range:( Post-meno < 183 ) pmol/L
PROGESTERONE 2.1
Ref Range:(Follicular 0.6 - 4.7)
Ref Range:(Periovulatory 2.4 - 9.4)
Ref Range:(Luteal 5.3 - 86.0)
Ref Range:(Post-menopause 0.3 - 2.5)
For Day 21 Progesterone:
>30 nmol/L usually indicates ovulation
< 5 nmol/L indicates no ovulation has occurred nmol/L
R.RANGE
D.H.E.A. Sulphate 4.6 umol/L 0.3 - 11.0
R.RANGE
THYROID STIMULATING HORMONE 2.05 mIU/L 0.27 - 4.2
R.RANGE
FREE T3 3.7 pmol/L 3.1 - 6.8
R.RANGE
FREE THYROXINE 12.3 pmol/l 12.0 - 22.0
Thyroglobulin Antibody 26.7
Method used for Anti-Tg: Roche Modular IU/mL(0 - 115 )
Thyroid Peroxidase Antibodies 13.1
Method used for Anti-TPO: Roche Modular IU/mL(0 - 34 )
Testosterone 0.7
She was of the opinion that I had way too much oestrogen and not enough progesterone and that a small amount of testosterone would be good, that I didn't need DHEA as my levels for ok for my age and my thyroid wasn't bad so I am now taking:
Estradot 37.5mg patch and in a cream progesterone 75mg and 0.5mg testosterone in 3ml of cream twice daily. I'm taking it for three months then we shall review.
I cannot tell you what a difference it has made to me. I am my old self to a greater extent in that I can function, normally. I now cook far better food for myself, I have muscle back, and power in my body. I walk at least an hour a day with the dog, she doesn't know what's hit her. I am sleeping so much better, my brain is back on and not just because I am sleeping. My afternoon naps are almost zero now, I am able to prioritise jobs, get them done more to the point and my assistant has really noticed how much we are getting done now. Everyone says how much happier I am, that I'm smiling more, am more relaxed and far less stressed. To be honest I don't care if the cream facilitates the energy which leads to better sleep, exercise and eating which in turn makes me feel better, I suspect it's both but while I didn't want to spend money I didn't have, and I really don't, I was getting nowhere with the doctors.
So tomorrow I shall go back to the GP armed with my new lotions and potions and my oestrogen to see what they say. If they're truly shocked and disgusted then maybe, just maybe they'll refer me to a meno clinic, though what they will do for me, and how long it will take to get there is anyone's guess.
So I agree BHRT is tricky, and you should always do your homework. Now I'm back on brain wise I'll be doing a lot more and may not go back for more cream but do something else. Only time will tell. Which is why I belong to this group and thank you for your concerns and level headedness.