Well, it's been 8 days now since upping to 4 pumps, and my God what a transformation! Every day I have felt better and stronger, and this morning was the first time in 3 months that I didn't wake to dread and depression.
I can't tell you how much better I am feeling. The agrophobia has disappeared, the anxiety has totally disappeared, the depression is just a bad memory.
I met friends for coffee this morning, the first time in 3 months and really enjoyed it. I've booked myself a hair appointment, a couple of beauty treatments, an overdue smear, and finalised details to meet friends in London in August.
All stuff which I had been desperately putting off because I just couldn't face the thought of them.
I can't quite believe that all I needed was just an extra pump of estrogel! But within 6 hours of applying that first extra pump I could feel my mood improving. So it can't be a coincidence.
